Diary

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • This website is one of the place where i express my feeling so truthly.. :blush: Anyway to tell everyone the truth i never feel so freely to express my feeling.. Even know i'm only 12 years old, my life is full of adventure, even if u believe it or not. It totoally stressing me out if is not luv then is friendship. I never felt like telling anyone in 'real life' about all those things i have toldu all up here... Uhm when i wrote this is not really a prob.. I don't really have a prob now.. but i will soon enough so i hope u all would try to sovle my prob even how dumb it may sound, or maybe u think i'm not telling the truth just gave me an opinion. Giggling Wow am so freaky :blush: Laugh of loud Blinking

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Lol, I know what you mean. This is like my personal diary in the sense that not everyone in school knows that I am like this. In school, I am actually rathe superficial in the way I behave, and I am somewhat conceited because I tend to look down upon people, but that is all a portrayal and it isn't even the real me. Other than that, I also have this high maturity level that makes it extremely difficult for me to handle imature people. But, that is all just an impression that I leave upon my peers, people to this day I believe that I truly still dislike very intensely. Anyways, just wanted to say that because, because I can, hah!

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • lol Laugh of loud that kind of unexpected coming from u. U look down on people Surprise i never would have guess that. Anyway in here is the only place i actually be nice with anyone. In reality people said i'm 'sóc' Laugh of loud Laugh of loud well to be truthly to myself YES i'm sóc all the time. But when i'm in the net i guess i'm totoally a different person. My level of maturity is not that high but when i come to MYE and begin talking like this.. I want to take myself in another level... And i be more mature. Sincerly to be really truth to u people sometime think i'm a bitch... :blush: Laugh of loud Laugh of loud Well i wouldn't feel hurt because yes i'm.. But don't worry i wouldn't do anything stupid in here. I'll be real nice to everyone, unless they want to start with me then that i can't promise u Laugh of loud Laugh of loud :blush: Giggling Devil

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Yeah, I only look down upon people as to give others an "impression" See, in my world, people are superficial. I behave that way to gain myself a reputation amongst the group of kids within my grade. I'll tell you more about it afterward, I need food, now! Lol dinner time. Bye :)

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • uhm ok... i know what u mean it all because of how things go in life. U need to look down on people sometime to let just say give u a push up to the top.. i do that all the time.. Laugh of loud Laugh of loud That just how life goes and it not really surprising anyway Grin Laugh of loud i know it cuz i do it all the time. Even know i shouldn''t be proud of it, but still if i don't do it i wouldn't survive in my school.. I live in a place that really phất tạp and if i don't ruin some people then other people will mess me up Grin But íll try to avoide hurting people feeling as much as i can.. Anh ya tell me more about what u about to said... I want to c how u explain it Giggling

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Okay, so dinner isn't quite prepared yet. Back to my trail of thoughts. 'Lil sis, it's just a matter of behaving improperly and rudely toward people whom you have no sense of wanting to associate with. I do admit looking down on people, but that is just an outer layer to protect my superficial self. If that even makes sense to you.
    No one is really who they are. People are really mean, and it's just a way of protecting yourself from the horrible people around you. Ah yes, okay, let me continue. Great now food is cooked. Okay I'm out.

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Laugh of loud oh wow impressive that u still came back to answer me Laugh of loud U making me laugh my butt off.. And now i can c that one private message is in.. I don't know who that message from yet but i deffinitely sure that is u. And yes i do know what u mean. And i'm mean myself so yes is just what people do to proctect themselve but if u know thta person more and associated with them more then your idea will change about them. See for an example yes when i talk to u now i seem like a nice girl, but people in my school don't think that because i usually really mean to them.. But if they didn't be mean to me to tell the truth i don't think i would be mean to them either.. They the one who cover my good side, so they can't blame me for being mean to them. And i'm not gonna even give them a chance to discover what kind of person i'm Giggling Laugh of loud

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • uhm never mind about the private message that wasn't u who send it Laugh of loud :blush: Uhm am going crazy Laugh of loud Laugh of loud Laugh of loud

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • It's okay to go insane once in a while, as long as you take control of yourself later on then it's all good.
    I lost my trail of thoughts... darn. Okay, let's see, I know I do appear off as a snobby person, but that's only because some of the guys at school actually likes it. It's weird, I know. Okay, uhm, I do agree, I do not look down upon my friends at all, though sometimes their actions make me contradict my thoughts. Anyway, I started becoming nicer this year to most of the guys that I looked down upon last year or rejected, either way, they ended up being really cool and just being someone to acquaint myself with instead of the normal group I hang out with, it's good to have a change in life. It's absolutely normal when I do it in school that I don't even realize how critical of a person I am. I rarely ever compliment anyone on anything, because I am a critic, am well known for that actually. It's really odd how everything changes when I go online. I'm nicer and everything but it makes me wonder why I can't behave and express myself in reality like the way I do here. It's weird.

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • WELL MY GUESS IS THAT......i don't know but i think that when u go up here u don't worry about how people feel about u because bobe of the people here really know who u are. And it actually a good things because u can be truth to yourself, and show who u truthly are. I think that is what going on with me, but i dónt know about u.. U know what i'm now for a drama queen. And it totoally sucks but i have that for years now and now i'm getting use to it Laugh of loud

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • A drama queen eh...? Acting is actually my area of expertise. I know exactly how to exagerate a situation in just the right moment and just the right time too. Oh that reminded me of a time when my depression was beyond my control and I had an actual conversation with my friends that I ended up crying over. Yeah, well the crying was beyond my control but what was within my control was getting the right kind of attention from the right person I wanted it from. I ran out of the building with tears streaming off my face, and well, my friends ran after me (surprise surprise!) and before I knew it, Kerry ran out too... Of course I guess he took a look and realized I had my friends with me so he went back inside. He's so cute and the things he does too. Wait, what does this have to do with a drama queen again?

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • lol Laugh of loud it doesen't have nothjing to do with it but i'm glad that Kerry care about u.. I guess that a good things, but anyway to everyone who read this don't be a bitch in your school or a drama queen cuz it totoally sucks... No one really like u Cryin Giggling

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • lol. It's okay to play around with it every once in a while. But if you are responding to this as in, personally, 'lil sis. Then I think that anyone who doesn't like you should get to know you better before they start judging you :)

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • well i don't think i want to give anyone in my school to get to know me better (except my crush) Truthly i don't want to be anyone real friend so i'm not really care if they really know who i'm or not.. But thanks for saying that those Giggling

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Oh my goodness... how you resemble me so much 'lil sis. I was like that too, I didn't really want to give anyone a chance to get to know me, but you know, by doing that I was really pushing people away. Until I realized that it was horrible, I started to allow people to recognize my more "humorous" side and that allowed me to become friends with more people. Of course, for some reason, all my new friends are guys... no gals. I don't really find it necessary to make friends with more girls- they are too much of a pain. :)


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