It almost my birthday!

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Well, it's both of your birthdays. So I'll start a countdown for you both. 17 days for 'lil sis, and 5 days for Son, oh and 5 days for my grandpa too... dang what should I buy an old man whose turning 70? I was thinking a snowglobe, I don't know why.

  • cutebird

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Happy birthday, dónt get upset when some
    one forgot your birth day ;)

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • oh my god cutebird u remind me of my pain.. I don't think no one remember me.. And sis guess what i have a new bf.... But really truthly being truth to myself, we lookk so funny with each other... And for your grandpha gift i don't know... I never buy anything for anybody like i mean old Grin :blush:

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • OMG? I am so happy :) :) :) for you 'lil sis. That is wicked awesome. I'm glad that you are with someone you really like. Don't care about what other people thinks about you two as a couple, okay? Just as long as you really love each other.

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • uhm love i couldn't come that far, but i do know that i does like him. But for some reason i just don't feel as close as i was to him when i still have a crush on him and he don't know about it.. Well maybe the challenge is over, and nothing seem to be matter no more.. .Oh god what is wrong with me, everything seem so unworthiest, uhm but anyway i just don't feel as close to him though.. Y is that.. Is it the fact that am weird?? Confused ??? Or is just because i think.........( dónt know what fill me in here if u wish) Giggling

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Now, remember how you told me once that you are not really in love with him but you are just doing this to prove that you can have him? Considering that this is just another challenge for you- it is no longer worthy of much value once you've obtained your mission. I am kind of disappointed in you, 'lil sis. Remember how you told me that you would never hurt him...? This is a game for you, and you are the main player of it, so whatever happens, make sure that you don't hurt both yourself, or him, okay? You made that promise not to, so promise me you'll stick to it, okay?

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • ya i know but sis being around him first was extremely fun.. But am the kind of person that need a lot of space to myself... Truthly when am in a relationship i really trust in my partner... So i never really want to get in their buisness, and i want them to do the same for me. I just want him to give me some space.. And i hate how he call me every single time like 10 min or so... It totoally pissing me off.. Having him this feel day really making me down... And u know y i hasn''t come up here as much.. I connect my computer to the modern so i only can use one thing as a time. And god he call me every ten min or, so i can't even have a relaxing time of my own... I thought he was like me, i thought he would understood i felt... But he doesen't when i want to get away from him he just think of dumb things... Like he thought i cheating on him or something.. Now i couldn't remember how long i has started with him cuz the time seem so endless... The hour strest out so much... and everything seem to be moving so slowly.. Oh god i can't remember how long i has been his gf but it seem like it was 2 or 3 years already.. And am really tire. I hope he can figure out that he really annoying to me. I hope he would really really soon.. If he doesént i think i'm so breaking up with him... Cuz i don't know how long i could take this.... I think the best things to do right now is sit down and talk to him, but i just hope we are close enough so i can truthly share my feeling with him, without offensing him. But i truthly want this relationship to last.... But i don't know how long i could hold on.. I been trying my best, and i hope he could c that./ Cryin

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • and one more things... Isn''t a reall relationship is one person have to trust the other no matter what they does??? Doesen't it mean that don't care how much gossip u heard from other people u should trust in your partner?? Confused ??? Really i don't c this is happening in my relationship... And it truthly sucks Cryin

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Wow, so you got yourself one of those boyfriends eh? Personally, I don't really know what it is that is going on your head. I know that you want freedom to yourself, and you need a lot of individual time that you would not wish to share with him. All I can say is that you shouldn't have gotten in a relationship if you wanted to be by yourself. Because you are bound to be somewhat "glued" to each other in a relationship. And he can probably sense the fact that you don't enjoy his company as much. I don't know 'lil sis, you ought to talk to him about this- because communication is the key to a good relationship.

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • well i love him i like him but still i'm the kind of person that don't like to 'glued' myself to anyone.. Well i don't think i would ever love anybody enough to do such things... God i guess i got to be lone ly all my life Cryin Giggling OK let be serious now... I kind of know the fact that i would get rit of more of my freedoom for him and i actually never mind, but i never thought it was that much that i have to give.. U have no idea what he has done sis.. Ok for he calling me is real nice talking to him, but i talk to him like too much and uhm that truthly getting in my way of doing many things... and i want to get some space i told him that u can't call me today. He begin looking at me suspiciously Confused ??? I was like i kind of busy.. And some of my stupid friend heard it and guess they have nothing to do so they spread gossip about me. They told him that they think am cheating on him.. And he actually believe it. I don't know if he stupid or just playing dumb, but god y would he believe their words over mine?? He actually accusing me of cheating.. i was mad at him fo a couple of hours, but then he came and said sorry and stuft... So i actually forgive him. We were find then at night he call me again i was on the computer... and i didn't put the phone on where he can put message. So he call and the line was bussy i guess.. Then i realize that i didn't put the message box on. I get off the computer right away. and about 3 sec later he call me and ask the dumbest question ever... "Who were u talking to? Was it a boy?" That was his exact word.. I really want to cry, at school in the same day he take the stupid people in school word over mine.. Now he flip out because i didn't answer his phone, after i told him all the things... He still didn't believe me.. I hang up and since then i hasn''t talk to him... Today i put my phone on hole all the time. I gonna be in the computer 24 hours.. I don't care.. It's really sicking me.. and it not like i didn't give him a chance or i didn't talk to him about it but i actually talk to him about it.. I told him that a couple should trust in each other, and at night he thought am cheating cuz my phone line was bussy. Y couldn't he even consider like i was talking on the phone with my friend or something, or my family memeber.. and even if he was supiscious y did he just say that straight out? He is such a hot head, and i actually think he was smart, but guess he never was and he never will be.. God i will give him one last try.. and i will actually sit down to talk to him again.. And hope he wouldn''t make the same mistake in a row for 1 day again.. If he does, i have to think about if i would like to stay with him or not.. Confused ???

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Wow, you got yourself a jealous boyfriend. He needs to kick back and stop trying to invade your bubble. Just because you two are dating doesn't mean that you can't talk to other people, even if it is a boy. As long as your heart is devoted to him it shouldn't matter what other people says- but I can assure you that he is not a keeper if he isn't going to trust you. If a boy is bound to take other people's words over yours then he probably isn't one who is capable of trusting you. Anyway, I don't know what to say. Maybe dating is a new thing to him- I mean, he's been single for two years now? Maybe he doesn't know how to react or how he should react...

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • i guess so sometime i think himm as more as my father to me then my bf.. He kind of too over proctecting and he are so jealous... God since i ment him i has get rit of way to many things that i could afford.. I even cut off my relationship with one of the guy i know, and he my best friend ever... I'm so regreting it.. Y did i do such a stupid things like thảt>?? Everything just spin around now... I have even giving up my friendship that i truthly care about, and a friend i thought i never would have unless if it was in my dream.. But i has giving him up for my bf, and i couldn't believe he didn't appreciate what i did... And yes am so selfish and stupid to give up my friendship, but to not creating more prob that all i could do.. I know this boy for 6 month now and he has been one of my bested friend ever, even know he a guy i can communicate with him, even more better then my gf... But i never have any feeling for him.. But he told me he has feeling for me, but i totoally rejected him.. But he didn't mind... He still alway there for me and be my friend, help me through whenever i needed the most... And i guess my bf heard his name, and i guess my gf told my bf that guy friend of mine told me that he like me, so my bf was making a big deal about it.. And for some reason that guy friend of mind making such a big deal about it too.. And i totoally stress, so i just grab the guy i truthly love and forget about the guy friend of mine.. I know that was a stupid move but i already have choosen my choice, and i has broke that guy friend of mine heart and i don't think he will ever forgive me.. But i didn't really care though, because i thought i have my bf to trust on, but i guess that wasn''t truth.. Everything just keep getting worster and worster everyday.. It just like 2 or three day or something i hasn''t been here and so many things happen. I think i would stick to the net for now... Untill i get all of my stupid thought out ot my mind.. Then i'll go and deal with my real life prob... None of my family member or even my friend know about this... WOW to think about it MYE is the only place i express myself truthly...

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Wow, I can't believe you did that 'lil sis. I can't believe you would ditch all your friends for your boyfriend. I don't know, but if I were your friends right now, I would be really disappointed in you. I had a friend that moved away from all her friends, and went to her boyfriend's school. Heck, I still don't know if that was the best decision or not for her, but I know that she has lost my friendship.
    I'm sorry so much happened. By is your 6-month friend making a big deal about it now that you have a boyfriend? So, he wasn't fine with you having a boyfriend? I think, you have one of those, real life problems that has been blown way out of proportion.
    But, all of those choices were made by you and you chose to sacrifice your friends, so I don't know what to say to you now except to go up to those friends and apologize, or ask them to hang out to assure them that you have not given up on your friends just because you have a boyfriend now :) They'll appreciate it, I hope.

  • na_12t

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • sis something when wrong, really wrong.. I need your help and whenever u here and read this message tell me right away.. Something mess up and it totoally sucks.... Cryin

  • Lustify

    khoảng 2 10 năm trước
  • Okay I'm here, so tell me.
    BTW, 3 more days til Son's b-day, and 15 more days til yours and VK's birthday... Lol I'm trying to count down. Oh and 3 more days til my grandpa's birthday, and 7 more until Kelsey's birthday. Goodness, all these dates are driving me nuts. Laugh


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