Giữ Lại, Đừng Quên!

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Ever since I got married, all the past relationship seem like a blur, unreal; it's as if they never happened. Time and the gradually diminishing memories of past events are incredible things. I not-knowingly gave my husband one hundred percent of my heart; and it feels just right. As for the people I cared/loved for in the past, I sometimes wonder how they're doing but I don't long for a chance encounter anymore. I think they're either have found happiness or are searching bravely for it.

    I told my husband that I will be famous one day; he smiled and said he hopes so too. He said he will support/help me in whatever is necessary; I doubt it. We both have no idea how it can change our lives.

    My tummy hurts quite often with the growing of the baby and Bengay or Dầu Khuynh Diệp works well to reduce the pain but I'm sometimes lazy to put it on, like right now. Ouch!

    I just ate Bún Măng Vịt that my mom cooked last night. It's so awesome and I think I overstuffed myself which causes the pain but it is worth it Grin Grin Grin

    I haven't had an entry in like months so I'm a bit addicted to writing right now with so many things to say.

  • Nhỏ

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • cuộc sống hôn nhân mỹ mãng, nhẹ nhàng, vui vẽ ...i'm happy for you!! and your baby!

  • 2 Beauty

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • i can sense ur happiness in your writing .. :) ... congratz the journey of finding ur happiness ;)

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • :) bây giờ thi happy thôi... hông biết sau này ra sao

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Con CC nó cứ đi cà nhắc rồi nằm một chỗ ... đã mấy ngày rồi ... Hôm nay mình nhất định phải dẫn nó đi cái Vet Clinic mà ngày trước mình thường tới! Họ làm tiền mình đẹp luôn nên mình ghét cay ghét đắng, bỏ đi chỗ khác ... Nhưng vì CC bệnh mà cái chỗ kia không có chữa bệnh cho con vật bi thương nên mình phải đành dẫn nó đi chỗ cũ ... Biết ngay luôn, họ không hề thay đổi ... Trên phone nói là exam co $45 mà cuối cùng phải trả thêm 10 đồng, rồi chích cho nó mũi thuốc rồi đưa cho mình cái thuốc y như vậy nhưng bằng viên, mình bực mình lắm tại họ hông hỏi ý kiến của mình trước khi chích nó, mình có thể cho nó uống thuốc viên ... Mình nói tại sao phải chích khi đã bán thuốc viên cho mình thì con nhỏ làm ở đó (không dám nhìn mặt mình mà nhìn xuống đất) nói, "tại nó work faster và cho mình hôm nay khỏi phải cho nó uống thuộc" Rồi cũng bắt mình phải trả thêm hai mươi mấy đồng ... Tất cả là $140.... giận tím mặt

    Nãy giờ ngồi đây ăn mắt cục chocolate... ngon quá! Mình biết có bầu không được ăn chocolate mà mình thèm chịu hông nổi ...

    Từ hôm qua mình nhất định là sẽ học how to read and write music notes.... Ban ngày mình có học sơ sơ với quyển sách em mình mua và cái keyboard. Tối về ông chồng mình chỉ thêm rồi ổng hứng lên chơi piano ... chơi những bài ngày xưa ổng đang cua mình và lúc hai đứa quen nhau ... mình mới nhắc lại là, "ngày xưa anh nói em mà cưới anh thì anh sẽ chơi piano cho em nghe mỗi tối mà; tại sao cưới anh gần cả năm mới nghe anh chơi?" Ổng cười ... Mình cũng biết là cả hai đều quên... Nhưng lúc ổng chơi, thấy ổng hạnh phúc thiệt ... chắc tại nghe mình khen không ngớt Grin

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Hôm nay mình sẽ nói về bạn mình ...

    Từ khi mới lớn lên mình cứ hỏi mẹ là, "Tại sao con thấy ba có nhiều bạn mà không thấy mẹ thân với ai?" Thì mẹ nói, "Mẹ chỉ lo cho gia đình, với lại có bạn phức tạp lắm!"

    Giờ mình mới hiểu .... Mình nhận thấy đàn bà phần đông là ghanh ghét, giả tạo, lợi dụng, nói xấu lẫn nhau, và nhất là không trung thực . Nên giờ mình không thích thân với ai cả ... Cho đỡ mệt ...

    Mình chỉ thương hoài một người bạn; cô ta là bạn thân của mình trong trung học . Mình đã biết một thời gian rất lâu là cô ấy là người bạn duy nhất thật sự tốt với mình ... Ngày xưa mình khắng khít với cô ấy: cô ấy chở mình đến trường, lấy chung lớp với mình, thậm chí còn mua đồ ăn cho mình khi biết mình nhịn ăn cho ốm và bắt mình ăn, rồi còn chở mình về nhà làm bài chung, tâm sự, etc. Một khoảng thời gian dài lúc nào cũng ở bên mình nhưng cuộc sống đẩy đưa giờ thỉnh thoảng mới gặp nhau nhưng mình không bao giờ quên những gì cô ấy đã làm cho mình trong quá khứ ... Nên những năm gần đây mình cũng hay gọi cho cô ấy và cũng đã be there when she needed me. Và mình hay mua cho cô ấy quà trong ngày sinh nhật hoặc ngày lễ giáng sinh ... Mình làm như thế thì thấy mình có thể hoàn trả lại những gì cô ấy đã cho mình phần nào trong quá khứ ...

    Bây giờ mình chỉ lo cho spend time with gia đình của mình và những lúc rãnh rỗi thì học thêm cái gì mới ... Trong tương lai không biết mình còn thân với ai không nhưng chắc chắn đó sẽ là một người mình có thể học được những cái hay và là một người bạn thật sự

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Sáng nay ảnh chở mình qua nhà mẹ trước khi đi làm . Mình ăn xong rồi đút cho CC ăn luôn và mò lên giường ngủ với hai đứa em. 12 giờ mình dậy thì thấy chóng mặt rất khó chịu . Mình ăn trái thơm chắm muối ớt . Lát sau phía sau nhà mình toàn là bạn của em trai mình ... Mình cũng hay xem náo nhiệt . Mình lấy chip ăn 1 hồi thì thấy nó đã hết hạn vài tháng nên mình lấy bắp ăn ... Vài tiếng sau mình thấy buồn ói và ói ra hết thức ăn ... Sau đó mình thấy khoẻ lại bèn làm mì gói ăn ... Ăn xong thì đi ngủ .... ngủ dậy thấy buồn ói chóng mặt, ói ra mì gói ... Rồi con em mình xào rau hà lan, mình cũng ăn một chén cơm ... Bây giờ thấy cũng không ổn ... Chuyện gì vậy ta?

    Hôm nay mình nằm sờ lên bụng một hồi lâu thì cảm giác được em bé đá mình ... Đây là lần đầu tiên nó đá mạnh như vậy

    Mình đi renew driver's license một tuần trước; hôm nay nó đã về ... họ còn chụp hình mới cho mình .... looking good; I like it

    CC dường như đã đỡ đi cà nhắc rồi ... maybe she's healing and maybe the medication is working. I'm so glad :)

    I don't feel well right now ... It seems like I'm out of breath.... I hate this! I reminds me of the few months in the beginning of my pregnancy.

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Mình đem CC về nhà mình ở . Có nó ở đó mình không sợ ma nữa những buổi sáng anh đi làm với lại mình khỏi cần phải chạy qua nhà mẹ mình để cho nó ăn và uống thuốc mỗi ngày . Nó ở với mình 3 ngày; hôm nay mình đem nó về nhà vì con em mình gọi nói là nhớ nó quá!!! Sáng nay mình thu xếp "hành trang" cho con nhỏ rồi dẫn nó đi dạo trong công viên khoảng 15 phút nhưng vì hôm qua trời mưa đất còn ẩm ướt và thời tiết lành lạnh nên không có nhiều nguời nên mình hơi sợ đành phải chở nó về ....

    Bữa giờ mình ở nhà cũng buồn chán; đành lấy truyện ra đọc; mình thích đọc truyện vì mình tìm hiểu thêm về cách viết mới lạ của những nhà văn và cùng một lúc trau dồi thêm tiếng anh. Phải thôi vì nó không phải tiếng mẹ đẻ của mình nên lúc nào cũng có cái mới để học ... Tối qua mình tìm thấy trong garage nhà chồng mình một quyển novel rất dày; tình cảm đó! Just my thing; mình đoán là của mấy đứa em chồng mình; nó nhìn cũ kĩ nhưng mình đọc thấy cốt truyện và cách viết rất hay; chỉ mới tới trang 12 thôi ... Quyển sách hơi khó đọc vì chữ nhỏ; giấy lại màu nâu vì quá cũ ...

    Mình cũng có cố gắng viết thêm nhạc nhưng dạo này thấy không có cảm hứng .

    Ở nhà chồng mình, mình log in vô MYE không được; something is wrong.

    Chồng mình đã lâu có ý định mua một căn nhà nữa; còn căn nhà hiện tại tụi mình đang sống ảnh muốn cho thuê; mình thấy hơi uổng vì nhà này ảnh đã lót gỗ (mình có help) và cái vườn thì ảnh đã làm như một công viên, nào là lót đủ loại gạch, trải đá, trồng bông hồng và cái loại bông/cây khác, rồi còn hồ cá, water fountain... Mình đã thích cái vườn từ lần đầu tiên trong thấy nó, lúc đó là bạn gái mới toanh của ảnh; mình nhớ lúc mình vừa xuýt xoa khen cái vườn thì ảnh đã hãnh diện nói, "một tay anh làm đó" Trạng gớm!!! :D

    Nên mình nói với ảnh không muốn ảnh cho thuê nhà này; thì ảnh nói qua nhà mới ảnh sẽ làm đẹp hơn vậy nữa ... Nhưng mà ảnh không hiểu mình; mình khoái hai cây bông hồng sau vườn; nó giống như hai bụi cây, đường kính khoảng 4 feet, chiều cao khoảng 3-4 feet ... hoa nhiều không tả ... mỗi đợt ra hoa là cả mấy chục cái mỗi cây; màu hông nhạt và đậm, rất thơm!!! . Mình có nhiệm vụ cắt những bông hoa nở thật to để cho nó đâm ra những nụ khác; bố chồng mình bày đó ...

    Còn trước sân cũng có 3 cây hoa hồng, chúng lên cao khoảng 6 feet; ra hoa màu hồng, cam, và đỏ; rất thơm!!! Ngoài ra cũng trồng nhiều loại cây/bông khác ... có nhiều loại nhìn giống một bụi cỏ khổng lồ ra hoa màu vàng ... Còn một loại câu này lạ lắm, nhưng ra hoa y như hoa sứ ... Lúc đi chụp hình chân dung đám cưới, và mình tự làm hoa thiệt để đội lên đầu thì mình kêu chồng mình đem hoa này qua. Mình nhớ ảnh đem qua 3 cái ...

    Còn bên hông nhà thì trồng hai cây bông hồng cao khoảng 6 feet, màu trắng và màu hồng và một hay hai cây ớt xum xuê trái ... Những cây này nằm ngay ngoài cửa sổ phòng ăn nên mình hay nhìn ....

    Mình không muốn ảnh mua nhà mới vì sợ lỡ ảnh thất nghiệp; mình thì không đi làm mà ảnh không có việc làm thì chết ... rồi còn em bé thì sao? Nhưng mà ảnh cũng giỏi lắm; ngoài đi làm ra ảnh cũng đầu tư vào vending machines... cứ hai ba bữa là phải đi refill the machines rồi đi Sam's mua đồ bán ...

    Sáng nay ảnh đi gặp anh bạn làm nghề realtor rồi ... Ảnh nói chỉ nói chuyện trao đổi thôi ... còn chuyện mua hay không thì phải suy nghĩ cho kỹ ... Mình nói hôm nay mình thích đi Barnes and Nobles đọc sách, ảnh kêu mình chở CC về nhà rồi chiều rồi ảnh chở mình đi.

    Mình cứ lên cân một cách chầm chậm ... Bác sĩ nói như vậy tốt cho em bé ... I'm so excited, thứ tư này đi siêu âm thì biết là em bé trai hay gái!!! Xin cho em bé con là con gái, please!!!

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • As I lay on the couch with my book opened and my thoughts running, I glanced over at him, who was sitting immersed in some kind of work from his company through the laptop ! Poor my husband! With over 10 hours at the company, he still has to work at home leisurely between activities such as helping me cook, taking me for a walk, watching TV shows with me, etc. until it's time for bed.

    Even though he is working but is always alert for any discomfort from me. Knowing that, I always voice my bodily pains for his attention. My back hurts from the walking and the sitting, my tummy hurts from the stretched muscles, he would ask if I wanted him to "bôi dầu" for me. Quite often, I would just say for him to come and rub whatever in pain away; it's an excuse to be close to him, to baby talk, to nhõng nhẽo ...

    And I love him so, more than ever... More than when we were dating and he was the same person, caring, enthusiastic, optimistic, and happy. Now come to think of it, I really dídn't love him yet when we were dating, I thought I did but I didn't. I didn't care whether he ate healthily, whether he's at home waiting for me to come over, whether he had enough sleep. But now it changed; I long to lock my arms around his neck and kiss his plump cheeks and neck and to breathe in his aftershave like it's my source for air, I make sure to cook plenty of healthy food for him to eat at home and at work, I remind him to go to sleep early, and whenever I go anywhere I would remember to come home early because I know he'd be waiting.

    The Lord knows I was not optimistic about marriage; I thought that a man would change completely and reveal his true devilish self after being married but he hadn't changed; if there were changes, they were tolerable or for-the-better changes. I also thought that there would be so many problems between us but now I learn that there is hardly any; and if some will arise later, there's nothing we can't solve. Because I love him. And even more deeply, he loves me.

    Last Sunday he made me mad and I took off to my mom's house. I brought my book and my necessities with me because I was sure to stay over for a few days. I even brought my prenatal pills. But a few hours flew by and as I lay on my sisters' bed reading, I missed him terribly. His face kept flashing in my mind and I longed to come home to be with him. So I did. I went home and when straight into our bedroom with my book. My tummy hurts and I "bôi dầu" Later on, he was on his way to the restroom and he must have smelled the oil, he came in, touched my tummy, and asked, "Em của anh bị đau bụng hả" And like a child my tears ran out. All the anger came back; he said some harsh words this morning. "Anh xin lỗi nha," with a gentle kiss on my cheek (or forehead). He leaned over to get tissue papers and dried my eyes and asked if I wanted to take an evening stroll like we always do. I agreed and all was well again :D

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Why do I still remember him?

    It's been years since we parted and I've only seen him 2 years ago, though I sat behind him in a school bus. He saw me, I knew it, for he was unusually frigetting in his seat and moved his head constantly. He had aged very much compared to how I remembered him, evidently the grays in his hair has spread and has grew more noticeable. My poor heart! The sadness burned in me like a hot summer day; no memories flushing back of kisses doing homework, bike riding in the afternoon, sitting on his lap in the dew and the cold moonlight. Just an immense sadness. I got off the bus and walked hurriedly, half because I was ten minutes late for class, half because of the fear of facing him.

    He was everything I wanted, even in my dreams I didn't think of ever being so in love and so loved by this perfect creature. He wasn't perfect of course, but his flaws made him more perfect. Like his small single-eyelid eyes which would look plain on other men, but not to him, it only made him look more manly. And the lines that run from his cheeks down to the corners of his mouth every time he smiles made him look more charming and mischievous. But that body has no flaws at all.

    We had it all, youth, looks, the thirst to live life to the fullest, and each other's love. Yes, the love so passionate and hard-fought-for that bound us together. No one in the world were to come between us... But it was not ever meant to be and we both knew it even though we clinged on to each other's hand for a very long time. Eternity, it felt like. For all the time I spent with him, I remember, and I know they are buried somewhere, somewhere deep in this memory like a chest of treasure under the sandy floor of the vast ocean. The gentle touch, the longing kisses, the heart-felt love. They're all mine, to cherish and remember.

    It's been such a long time and my love for him withered with each passing day; the pain of loss healed but the scars brought back the episodes of our times together. And today, his smiling face came into my mind. I will always adore that face, that mouth, the mouth that whispered endearments and secrets into my ears. How sweet

    Be happy, and you'd find a girl who loves you even more than I ever did.


  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • I went to my monthly checkup on Wed; they had also scheduled me for an ultrasound exam; and to my delight, it was a girl. They sent me home with a DVD that wouldn't play and some pix of my baby girl. I'm so excited that I'm gonna be a mom of this tiny baby girl

    I'm at my mom's house as usual to spend time with my pup and to escape the silence of my house. I've been reading in the back porch. My dad had it done about 2 years ago by my brother's girlfriend's father. It's the ideal place to sit and read a book in a weather such as this; the weather has cooled because of the constant rain in the last few days. The grass has grew back in the rich green color again. It's really cloudy but is not dark at all and it looks like it could rain any moment now.

    The wedding of my husband's best friend is coming in less than two weeks. It will be in Orlando and we're definitely going. I met the guy and his fiancé last August while we were on our honeymoon in Orlando. They are really nice and about 12 years older than me. The guy was honest and considerate; I like him. The lady spoke too softly but I like her just the same because she seems to be a smart woman, no non-sense. She's from New York and he's from Orlando, Florida and so the wedding will be held in Orlando. I'm really looking forward to another mini-vacation and especially attending their wedding.

    I expressed my concern about not having a dress that would fit me and would actually look nice on a 5 month pregnant body such as mine. And last Sunday my husband took me to the outlet mall near our house. After like an hour of walking, window shopping, inspecting, trying-on, I found the perfect dress, just as I was about to give up on my legs. It's a doll dress and so it hides my bulging belly. I'm gonna have to borrow my mom's silver shoe for this event because they're the only ones that are not with 4-inch heels.

    I'm gonna keep my trip a secret from my mother though. If she knew I was flying, she would be terrified! I'm sure our trip will fall on Mother's Day and so we would buy our cards and gifts early and make our confessions once we've arrived :D

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • I'm having lunch at my house; I brought CC home with me yesterday, to my husband's disapproval.

    I woke up this morning; ate cereal like usual. Well, I force myself to eat it because then I would need to have it with milk, and I need to consume more milk for my baby. I finished another novel and went to garden in the back; I planned to get rid of all the weeds to make room for the newly bought flower seeds. After finishing the backyard, I went to the front and did the same thing but it was much too sunny so I gave up after like 15 minutes. Then I went inside and saw the memory book I bought a few months ago on a trip to Half-Price Bookstore. See, I already finished my old memory book and was itching for another one. I love making them because it brings out my creativity and I'm not the creative type. I managed to get started by arranging the pages that look good together sid
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  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Last Sat my husband took me out to dinner; the food was awesome; we try to go out for supper at least once a week although I insist that I'm a good cook and that there is still food aplenty left in the fridge.

    On Sun after church we went to two feasts by his family so we were so full by the time we dropped my my mom's house. She cooked Phở and I managed to eat a bowl before I left. We also told my mom, after weeks of consideration, that we'll be in Florida this coming weekend. To our amazement, she was okay with it after we assured her that we got the doctor's approval to travel. Wheew!!! I tried to convince her to move her birthday party a week later so we wouldn't miss it. But I think she would anyways simply because it wouldn't be fun without me :)

    I will have to do more clothes shopping soon. I lack an outfit to attend the ceremony at church. I need a dress for that. I also need to get a few shorts, skirts maybe, and a few tees with sleeves.

    We will be staying with my husband's friends who come from all over the country just to attend this wedding. We'll be going to the beach as well, imagine my excitement now!!!

    This will be like a second honeymoon, only with more people around us.

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • The Orlando trip was pretty fun.

    At 5:30 am my husband woke me up and we started to gather our last minute items and headed for the airport. At the luggage check-in counter, we found out that we were like 45 minutes late; all because my husband failed to wake me up a little sooner but he insisted that I was the reason for our impromtu. But whatever... So we arrived in Orlando around 1 something pm. It was so hot! He rented a Midnight Blue Quest and we went to a hotel to meet up with his friends. They were tired but like us were excited to be together. We went to the condo rented for our stay.
    There were 11 people in that awesome condo but somehow we were comfortable; I know I was cause my husband and I got the master bedroom all to ourselves; compliment of being pregnant. That night we went to a restaurant called Viet Garden and afterwards went to Downtown Disney for a walk. We took many pictures and had a great time. On the way back we stopped by Wal-Mart and I was seized with a need to hit the restroom :) Afterwards, we went home and settled into our designated beds and slept. At around 2 something am, I felt the food I ate in the evening wanted to come out so I threw up quite a lot.

    Saturday was fun. We woke up early and went to Orlando Premium Outlet. The group went separate ways and promised to meet back at noon so we can prepare for the wedding ceremony at church. My husband and I stopped by Banana Republic and found many things on sale; you couldn't believe it; there were men's polos sold at $6; my husband bought many clothing and I bought three shirts for my family members. We went home and got dressed for church; I was ready in the morning so I only needed to reapply make-up; I like my make-up fresh Grin Anyways we were late for church but made up for it by staying after Mass to take pictures. We went back to the condo and I managed to slip in a 30 minutes nap. Then we prepared to get dressed for the reception. It was so fun; the food was good, the music alright, the picture taking was great! Too bad the dancing only lasted for about 30 minutes; yes, I was getting it on on the dance floor. One of the guys in our group managed to snap a few pictures of me; it was hilarious; a pregnant woman dancing. We went back to our condo and got ready for bed.
    Sunday was fun but filled with regrets. We went to ClearWater Beach. It was only 1 hour 30 minutes from our place. I brought my bathing suit just in case I wanted to swim in the beach. Upon seeing how beautiful the water was I wanted to be in it. It was noon and it was hot. Based on experience, if I were to be in the sun at that hour (especially immersed in sea water), my face would surely turn black (bad case) or turn red with hundreds of small white pimples (mild case). I didn't care. It was the loveliest beach I have ever been to so I was like, what the heck!!! All of the ladies in the group refused to go into the water and risk getting wet. I changed into my bathing suit, put on lots of sunscreen, and went into the water with my husband. I swam and I picked up seashells and and talked. I went back and forth to reapply sunscreen. About 3 hours later we decided to go back to our place and upon looking at my reflection in the mirror inside the restroom (I was changing), I noticed my face had turned red. So I washed it and apply a generous amount of sunscreen on it. We went home to shower and got ready for the anticipated dinner at Boston Lobster Feast. I ate 4, my husband ate 8. The other ladies manage to finish 3 or 4. I threw up about one lobster afterwards. That night in our condo, we had lots of fun including reciting poetry, chit-chatting, and card playing until 2 am. That was when my face was swollen with red patches. But I went to sleep with my husband reassuring me that it will be ok, that I still look good, that my skin won't turn black and stay like that forever.
    Monday was when I woke up with red skin and tiny white pimples on my face. It was so embarrassing! I made my husband take a trip to Wal-Mart and buy me some Aloe Vera Gel for my face and it cooled down a little. We went to eat at a Viet restaurant. The plan for that day was to go to Indoor Skydiving and then to Alligator Park. I was tired and my face was making me ill so I asked to be taken back to our condo for a nap. I told my husband to join the fun and not worry about me. 3 hours later they came home, the skydiving adventure proved to be too risky and time-consuming. We hung out for about 1 hour and all of us went to the Alligator Adventure Park. I knew it was going to rain when we stepped off of the car... We got into a big canoe can there were two men driving us. We rode around the lake, saw many wildlife animals and vegetations, and it was raining. Fortunately, there were waterproof blankets for us; but it was still very cold at first. We got home and went to KOBÉ restaurant. The cook cooked right in front of us and he was a very funny fellow. He was Japanese I think and he had a nickname for each of us. Mine was Happy Meal and another girl got Yum-Yum because she looked splendid in her dress. We laughed so much it was so awesome!!! That night we all packed for the trip back home the coming day. One of the couple was heading for Key West; aren't they lucky?
    Tuesday was ok. We went to a Viet restaurant and then headed for the airport.

    It was a memorable trip.

  • CherryBlossom

    khoảng 1 10 năm trước
  • Just went with my husband to see the doctor today. Everything is normal. I gained 5 more pounds; I was shooting for 3 only and ate less rice. Maybe it wasn't enough. I need to do more stretching and excising. The doctor assured me that my weight gain is within the recommended range (25-35).

    I went to the store yesterday and looked at infants' clothing; they're so adorable and it made me picture my own baby. My mom called and told me to not buy them; she wants to buy them for me.

    Things have been going very well with my husband lately; no more disaggreement, no more high tempers, no more being mad; just lots of closeness, talking, and laughters. This is how we were meant to live, this is how marriage is supposed to be all along.

    I cook and do more chores now that my pregnancy is at its most comfortable stage. However, I have really bad back pain and my feet are swollen. One of the toes is bleeding. It had been so for more than a week. We tried to wash the wound with alcohol, put medicine of it, and put a bandage in it. I have tried to put less pressure on it when I walk and even went as far as wearing my flip flop instead of tennis shoes for my evening strolls. The blood clots and then the toe bleeds again. It's like a cycle.

    I should focus on writing more music but it's been hard because it makes my head ache sometimes.


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