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  • 8duyên_dáng

    September 6th 2010, 10:07 am
  • since u dislike the truth .... so here it is ..... wow what a great looking guys he is ....... even am in love Eeking out

  • lovely_allie

    September 10th 2010, 9:03 am
  • I never found myself in the toughest spot in life than now. I decided to study abroad for next semester and it is a last minute thing. I got my parents to approve but my bf said that next semester he wants to spend more time with me before making the decision to move here. The location that I chose to study abroad is Pondicherry, India. There is a scholarship that I am going to apply for that offers 5 K at the end of this month to study abroad. I got the application done and everything and I am still trying to apply for the scholarship. I want to see if I get it or not.

    I am unsure about going because I really like this man. If I stay, then our relationship can get to a higher stage. He cares so much about me and made his career choices based on me.

    On the other hand, studying abroad is something that I have been wanting to do ever since when I was in high school. The only semester that I could go is next semester. It has been my dream, my passion, and my getaway from everything for a while. It is a chance for me to finally live in a different world to experience something that is not familiar to me for a while. I really need this, just for a while.

    I really want it so bad but at the same time, I don't want to lose my bf.

  • 8cùi_bắp

    September 10th 2010, 9:55 am
  • hahaha greedy woman ... i would choose to go studying aboard n hold up the relationship. Love can wait .. but your dream cant ... plus ... get some space in ur relationship so you guys can understand , love and respect each other more..

    If u lose ur bf cuz u go studying aboard, hahhaa i think ur bf hết xài đc rồi =)) bỏ moẹ cho rồi So funny

  • lovely_allie

    September 10th 2010, 11:01 am
  • well moo things are more complicated than that. He is risking his future by moving over here. So in a way, I don't really blame him. He and I have to make huge decisions that are going to impact our lives.

  • lovely_allie

    September 10th 2010, 11:04 am
  • But I think I am going.

  • lovely_allie

    September 10th 2010, 11:20 am
  • In our balcony



    Được sửa lần cuối bởi lovely_allie vào ngày September 21st 2010, 11:58 pm với 1 lần trong tổng số.
  • 8duyên_dáng

    September 10th 2010, 1:24 pm
  • 8cùi_bắp wrote:hahaha greedy woman ... i would choose to go studying aboard n hold up the relationship. Love can wait .. but your dream cant ... plus ... get some space in ur relationship so you guys can understand , love and respect each other more..

    If u lose ur bf cuz u go studying aboard, hahhaa i think ur bf hết xài đc rồi =)) bỏ moẹ cho rồi So funny


    cùi bắp gets an A+ for this reply ;)

  • lovely_allie

    September 10th 2010, 1:32 pm
  • oh ok. I still need to think on things :D
    I think he will understand and I am still going.

  • 8iu_nu

    September 11th 2010, 3:07 am
  • lovely_allie wrote:I moved in yesterday and it did not take me that long because I only stay here until Friday. I will try to go home during the weekends to eat home food and spend time with my family. My parents are being so super wonderful and I am so happy with them. I am glad that they did not get emotional when they moved me in because that would be embarrassing.

    My roommate is awesome and it turns out that we have a lot of common interests. We get along fairly well and respect each other. I got done with things at 7:30 pm yesterday and a good girlfriend of mine came over. Me, her, and my roommate decided to take the bus to downtown to walk around but it was taking so long, so we decided to get back off and went to see a comedian show. The show was offensive so we left early. It was around 10 something at that time and I began to feel super tired. So we decided to get dinner. We went to Papa Johns and I used my debit dollars (meal plan) to get chicken wings with blue cheese. I got it to go and me and my roommate went back to the apartment to eat and to chat. It was wonderful. After that, I took a shower and hit the bed. It was around 12 something am when I got done with everything. I called Aalapi but he did not pick up. I could not sleep because I am so used to hear his voice before bedtime. I want him to give me a kiss through the phone. Then I text him. He did not reply back. So I decided to go to bed without talking to him. Then I could not sleep so I constantly checked my phone and went to bed. I kept on doing that. My body was tired but my mind was restless. I wanted to sleep but I could not. I thought he went to a party or hanging out with his friends. Then around 1 something am, I went to check the phone and I saw two missed calls from him. So I called him back. He said, "I was taking a nap." We talked for a big then I let him do his own things. He has a lot of things to finish before flying over to see me. Then I dozed off for a bit and woke up at 4 something. I decided to call him and we talked for a long time. I am so used to his voice and I miss it when we don't talk. Even just saying good night, I want to hear that before bedtime.

    I have a concern about my sleep pattern. Lately, I could not be able to get to the REM stage and I would wake up so often. I really don't know what is going on with my body. I am hoping that with a new lifestyle, I will be able to maintain.....
    to be continued.
    (Going to get breakfast at the school buffet) Grin

    lol
    a lot if decision for u to make lol
    but the fine thingy part
    I think we have this in common haha

  • lovely_allie

    September 11th 2010, 10:00 am
  • that is awesome to know.

    I have to make a decision soon because the deadlines for things are coming up. I don't blame him though for wanting to break up with me if I study abroad. We just started to date and I think it is hard to be away from each other and not talking or seeing for four months. He just needs to see me before risking his future to move here.

    I just don't know because I signed up to study abroad already. I have to apply for the scholarship as soon as possible and there is a chance that I will get it. I really don't know.

  • 8iu_nu

    September 11th 2010, 3:33 pm
  • what i mean up there is "fone" not "fine" =))

    but yeah, as everyone said, true love can wait, he can wait until u come back and move over here..yet, i know it hard for both of u to live far apart like that....

    been there, done that, so i know how exactly u feeling right now Laugh of loud

  • lovely_allie

    September 11th 2010, 10:10 pm
  • oh ok.. I am glad that u understand :)

  • CoBeLanhLungTuyetTinh

    September 17th 2010, 12:00 pm
  • well is seen like you so greedy ... want ur relationship and want ur dream too , but only pick one ? ...

  • lovely_allie

    September 17th 2010, 12:09 pm
  • Yes I am a bit greedy. He finally made the decision to support my dream and at the same time, be there for me. He let me go. He was like, "Well it is only about 4-5 months and I could wait."

    I want a man who is willing to support my dream and my decisions in the future. This really proves that he could be the one.


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