A L L I E

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 17th 2010, 12:03 am

• He just called after I posted the previous post. Lol. The reason he didn't called cuz he was still in the flight.

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 17th 2010, 12:32 pm

• I went shopping yesterday to find clothes for the video shooting coming up this following week. I tried this outfit on but only got the top and not the bottom.

  
  
  Được sửa lần cuối bởi lovely_allie vào ngày October 22nd 2010, 3:18 pm với 1 lần trong tổng số.

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 18th 2010, 12:32 pm

• I am giving myself a reality check right now. Working in the real world is harder than I thought.

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  CoBeLanhLungTuyetTinh

  
  October 18th 2010, 12:34 pm

• you still young still have a long way to go beside this is real word have work harder

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 18th 2010, 1:29 pm

• yes I know. I feel like I am a baby just learning how to crawl in the working environment now. I have to learn how to communicate efficiently in a professionally manner with customers and boss. I may be blunt sometimes.

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 22nd 2010, 2:35 pm

• I feel selfish sometimes. I think that is the thing that I need to change about myself. There are other people in my life who want my support.

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 22nd 2010, 3:11 pm

• My world has changed so much. Now I am just sitting here after finished cleaning my room and listening to the song "I still believe" sings by Mariah Carey.
  
  
  
  One of my all time favorite songs.
  
  Fate brought me a lot of surprises. I don't understand how just going out one night at a club brought so many changes in my life. I met my ex and I was meant to be with his friend but then my ex came to me first. I found out a lot of things recently. I realized that my ex had a lot of feelings for me. He talked about me a lot and that showed how much he cared. I just found out that my ex went through a lot after our breakup. He did not study and went out crashing almost every weekend. Then one day, went home, and called my bf and talked trash about me when he was super drunk. I guess he must missed me a lot around that time. I was in tears when I found out that fact.
  
  I don't understand fate at all. I really don't.
  
  What is fate? What it meant to be then it will be.
  
  Now, my ex is still part of my life. Somehow, the people around him became my friends. My bf and him are no longer talking to each other. I am not sure exactly what happened between them.
  
  For me and Aalap, he is a great guy. The only problem we are having right now is his mom still wants him to marry an Indian girl. He is trying hard to convince and hopefully change her mind.
  
  I asked him, "Am I worth it Aalap for you to sacrifice so much. Am I really?"
  
  All of his friends knew about me and his family members. His cousin added me on fb and talked to me a few times.
  
  His cousin asked, "When are you guys going to get marry?"
  
  Me, "I don't know but his mom needs to accept that his son is dating a non-Indian girl."
  
  I really don't blame her since he is the only son and I totally understand where she is coming from.
  
  Where will fate bring me? So far, I am glad fate has brought me to you (Aalap).
  
  I met this girl at the commercial shooting.

  
  
  Được sửa lần cuối bởi lovely_allie vào ngày October 26th 2010, 6:08 am với 1 lần trong tổng số.

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 22nd 2010, 5:51 pm

• I guess my problem is I am too self-absorbed. Aalap got mad at me for it. Sigh.

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  Error101

  
  October 25th 2010, 11:20 pm

• Ahhhhh i seeee

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  lovely_allie

  
  October 28th 2010, 11:20 am

• Well I have a new diary called "Unwritten" it is my favorite song so I decided to use the title.

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  CoBeLanhLungTuyetTinh

  
  October 30th 2010, 10:29 pm

• good luck with everything .....

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  chieuphong

  
  January 14th 2011, 4:17 am

• have a good day to Allie

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  lovely_allie

  
  January 26th 2011, 10:37 am

• Thanks Cp