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I don't want a relationship with him if I am bound to move away. I mean I hate it here so much that one more year is still too much. But I have too much to sacrifice by leaving. Which means my parents too- but I know that I will have to leave them one day... but now is too early. What if, I mean, I want to cherish and love them and be able to take care of them for as long as I can, or as long as they live. And what if something happens when I leave...? Because they are not coming with me.
I grew up with these people (my family and the people from school) and saying bye by the end of this school year, is harsh. But I don't know, I'll think about it and let's see how it goes. I may have trashy friends, but I still adore two of them very much because none of those two are in the whole situation. I'll think about it, and moving or not will be my decision I suppose, and let's hope I make the right one.
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hum u didn''t tell me the consquences about your parent if u move. If u put it like that i think in your age it still too early for u to adjust to such a change like that. I think the best things to do right now is to stay where u are (even know it will be a lot of stress) and i think even know your age is higher then mind but i don't think u are mature enough to have such a change in your life. And like u said u will move one day, and that one day don't need to be the end of this year.. U can wait a few more years when u are truthly ready. And about Kerry i think u right if u finally decied to move then i don't think u should have any relationship with him.. So until u make a choice whether u wanted to move or not then don't make a relationship with Kerry or anyone else, cuz i don't think that would be necessary right now
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Exactly, and that leads to why I am so indecisive about whether or not I should further my feelings for him. Maybe that I was why I left when he approached me earlier. But that doesn't stop my heart from aching. I think I do like him, actually, I know I do. For real this time. But I don't want us to both get into something that won't work.
All I know is that I really want to leave this place once and for all. I know I am still young and I am probably really incapable of making the right decisions when I am off on my own. But I'm 75% sure I want to leave, as of right now. Let's see how life progress, I still have until the last month of school to make my decisions.
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uhm 75% not a high score for me but base on 100% it good enough to make a decision.. I think u really wanted to go to the big city... BUT (god i hate that word
) Their something holding u back, like u said your family, your two friends, and of course Kerry. U may be missing out a lot of stuft about him. And last is that u has been there for so long, u pratically live your whole life there, then it really hard to just leave like that. Anyway i could keep explaining to u y u want to leave and y u want to stay.. but the real deal is that u are just struggle between two things, even know the percented that u want to stay it low but still it still pulling u back.. Ok sis that all i could tell u i know that not much of a help... But like i alway say even if how much i tell u now u need to make your final decision by yourself... I couldn't do it for u. Sorry sis.. But anyway i alway gonna wish u luck
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I know, I understand. I know you can't make the decision for me, but by simply talking to me you can push some thoughts out of my brain that I have never even considered of thinking. Thanks 'lil sis.
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HUm i know but i think we need more opinion here.. SO people come on and help us
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Yeah, I need more opinions, but uhm, I don't think anyone really has the time to read all of our posts and answer me
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uhm u know what post your prob in the new post and i think people gonna answer more cuz now u know when they see like word and word of letter, people just flip out... kakakaka
sis make a new topic
<<<<god when ever i look at that i laugh my butt off
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Make a new topic and start over...?? I don't know how to begin though.
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uhm begin with u and Kerry start the whole storry all over again. and then tell about u may move, and stuft like that
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Oh... as in start over and tell everything from the beginning. No, that's fine. I have no intentions of receiving further help. If anyone likes to help, then that would be greatly appreciated, if not, that's okay too.
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then has u have any intention to what u gonna do now... Uhm anyway if u do and if u need anyone to talk it over... Tell me ok...
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Yeah, I made my last and final decision on Friday. Something happened Friday and I plan on moving next year because one more day here seems like it's still way too much for me to take. Now I am just curious on whether my plans are legal, because I am still a minor and my sister is only 18, so I don't know if the law permits me to live with her.
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oh wow u really đecie to move? UHm i don't know if u make the right decision or not but if u think is good for u then i have the right to stop u.. But i really hope u make the right decision
khoảng 2 10 năm trước
uhm complex
Anyway i'm not really in your situation but here i goes... So what u mean is, if u move u gonna lose your high grade, friend (which for me is not really considering friend) and maybe a bf that u never even have.. That interesting but when u think it in the other way if u move to the big city u get more opportunity in life, get away from your friend (awlful friend) and meeting new people... Of course i think u better off going to the big citty it would gave u more opportunity in life and people gonna begin discovering your talent (which i think u have many)... Even know is easy to say but when u think about it AGAIn.. aAre u ready? Are u prepare for a brand new life all the sudden? Can u risk to lose the one u may have a chance being with (Kerry) Well i don't know about u but for me is almost impossible to choose. Anyway i can give u a scale and some example but u need to scale the things yourself.. It is really worthet? u should ask yourself that alway when u really finally got your decision
I hasn''t been much help but i really wish u luck sis 